Tuesday, April 30

Make sense.

Will update on the rest of BKK soon. But just before that, I'm here to rant. Like mad.

Stuck in between the lines of what's right and what's wrong. Stuck in between the heart and the mind. Stuck in between everything else fucked up.

I wished I could really say I've never regretted, and truly mean it. But I know somewhere deep inside of me, I've always wondered how it would be like if I had made different choices. Like, you know, what's my life like in the parallel dimension.

And there are some choices, I truly regretted. But I guess these regrets forced me to learn how to appreciate and treasure what I have more.

I've been walking in circles. And to get out of this circle I'll need to deviate from this path, deviate from everything I've known, deviate from my comfort zone.

I'm scared. And I'm frightened to have to do this alone.

But I guess no one will ever be able to walk your path for you. As for those who walk alongside you, have their own paths to walk someday.

I don't make sense.

I don't really know what to do now.

Teach me.

X.

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